Tag Archives: surrender
Boxing
I still sometimes think I could drink again.
Still learning
Miranda at Pitcher Pond, Northport, Maine Gregory, Miranda-the-Labradoodle and I got back on Friday evening from our wonderful vacation/honeymoon. Husband, Cousins, and Dog at Shag Harbor, Nova Scotia We saw some exceedingly beautiful expanses of our natural world in southern Nova Scotia and mid-coast Maine. We were touched deeply by close times […]
If not today…
My new mantra: If not today… when? And the answer is: Never. So, it must be today. I’m completely clear. I have no doubts whatsoever. I was happiest when I was neutral about food. I was neutral about food when I had the cleanest possible abstinence. I was interested in the world beyond my […]
The gift of desperation
The good news is that today I am happy and grateful. I’m in Recovery and not in the food. The truth is that I hit bottom with the food over the weekend. What was it like? Reminder to self: I felt fat. My clothes were too tight. The extra pounds were beginning to show. I […]